its been almost 2 weeks im having this so called mood disorder...=( hate it!!! perasaan mara tu membuak2..sentiasa rse xpuas ati..hmm..symptoms2 of mood disorder or bipolar disease is loss of appetite n at times terover appetite..im having difficulties to sleep ..da bpe ari xleh tdo mlm..mata da bengkak..n always think bout death xabis2..bile xleh tdo..pale mula sakit..n bile da sakit pale..time mkn pon mixed up!!!! kadang xmkn..kadang skali je mkn..then dtg la angin satan...where im always in mood of anger..usually my dad, my stepdad n my mum yg kne mara..but da thing is drg xwat slh pape..they juz love to ask questions..n suddenly i naek angin gile babi!! smpi hempas2 pintu n yelling at them..mcm contoh drg ajk mkn..skali panggil cukup la!! xyah byk kali..im not death or stupid!! nmpk x..bende cmtu pon i da naek angin xtentu psl..huhu...especially my dad..i slalu mara dia..smpi dia touching n jarang call da..hmm..i dont know wats up with me..but i sure hate this mood swings..!! i hardly laugh..cant think straight..=(...depressed gile mcm ni.....really need to seat for counselling...im mentally ill..=( if xtreat dis disease..akn melarat even worst...which leads to suicide..
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erm.. same la wei.. ak skunk ni pon cm org gile da.. ade je x kene kt rmh tu.. cikit2 naik hangin.. x tau la wei.. kdg2, ak rase berdose gile, yela, naik hangin x tentu pasal, pastu mak bpk yg kene.. fedup la cmni.. hmm..
fucking tol la....sakit otak aku..ape aku nt wat ni!!!!!!! rse mcm nk bunuh je org hai..menyirap gilee..aku xminx pon cmni..tba2 je..
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