Big fight...!

yup2..me always cry one..is like theres no ending to it..dh mcm me n tears are buddies..!! meleleh je..dh rosak kot kilang airmata ni..buta lme siot! anyhow..smlm gado ngn dia...sedih gile..padahal its a small matter je act..sumhow it got exaggerated dgn i yg keras kepale cold hearted..xnk dgr ckp..yea i can be defensive sumtimes..juz bcoz i xnk org pijak pale i ok tu je..bcoz dh penah kne..even lg teruk ok..i hav this habit yg susah nk buang tau.. EGOOOOOOOOOO..!!!!!ape lg...hurm..i cant accept teguran..i know its a gud thing 4 me..yela maybe i xexplore abis dunia ni so i wouldnt know..maybe i would act differently if im older..kn? but now age of rebel! sume nk rebel!! tol?cm bdk2 cmtu la...

So he must understanding wat am i goin through .wat i hav to face...n who i was b4 i met him..he is like damn matured..sume btol bg dia..which i think its fair la klu dia ade dat kind of mentality..bcoz hes older! experienced sum more kn..i yg lebih2 kot..tp xpe...so nk cte psl smlm merengek2 nanges dlm ujan ..heee..kne tinggal huhu!!! but dia patah blik la kn..which makes my ego turun ckit la..klu dia xpth blik xtau la ape jd kn..it is beyond reasonable doubt!! (msk law la plak)...klu dh dia patah blik meaning he loves me la rite? i dont wanna lose him pon actually..juz ego lebih2..i ni ske kne pujuk n dimanje2...=)..so bile x dipujuk tu..tu yg jd cm sawan tu..sakit jiwa!! well dia bkn jenis pujuk in fact ego dia lg2 tinggi! penuh kesabaran gado ngn dia tau..yg best nye aku ye2 la nk jln kaki from ofis..xnk dia anta kn..dia ckp naek org anta kn..aku ckp lg xnk pastu dia jwb senang je ha jln la up to u...hahahaah ha membara ok..tp i jenis mara sekejap je..

xske ok gado cmtu..criuz xske..hati sakit xdpt ape pon...so he did apologised n i pon sme..n promised dat it will not happen again..hopefully la kn..masing2 ade commitment n prob sndiri..bende2 kecik cmni xpatut simpan la kn..buang kn je..xpatut mara pon..tengking2..tp yg bgs nye..at least dgn ade arguments cmni..helps us to get to know each other better..the other side of dat person n the bonding tu lebih kuat laa...tol x? correct me if im wrong..so these r the things dat we as a couple shud ponder deeply..in order to make this rship works we hav to get rid of our egos...xleh dua2 keras pale...huhu...cmtu la cte dia..pendek je..tp gmbr tu yg lebih2 heee sje nk cantek kn page..ye2 o je haha...!=p